There once lived a lady. A young lady full of questions -- in her mind and her heart.
She
lives in a cage, a humble but beautiful cage. Showered with love and
protected from the cruel world, though not entirely an outcast from the
outer world. She had experienced happiness and a great deal of pain in
her younger years, and had learnt a lot from it. All those experiences,
bad and good, sculpted her into the person she is now.
And of course as the years gone by, as the world turns and changes, so does her. Always changing, always a work in progress.
Full
of curiosity she is, but at most times she's just afraid to take risks.
And all because of fear. Fear of failing, fear of getting hurt, fear of
being humiliated, fear of being crushed.
Humble and
down-to-earth she is, but she does have a great pride. And it's one of
the thing that often stops her from leaping forward to take chances.
Aside from thinking too much and always questioning about things, about
life in general.
Bright and bubbly she is from the outside, but deep down she's a shy, reserved, and (sometimes) too sensitive person.
Now
the young lady has just embarked on a journey in search of the missing
link, the missing piece in her life that would complete her. In search
of the answers to her questions. Just going where the wind blows. But at
times she likes to take control, reading signs and directions, and
deciding her direction. Though she's not really sure where she's
heading...
Sometimes she came across an intersection, not knowing
which to take. Sometimes she came across a broken bridge, one that she
must fix before crossing. Sometimes she came to a dead end, forcing her
to go back down the road to where she begun.
Sometimes she feels
so tired and wanted to stop but she kept on going forward. Sometimes
she feels so tired and drained, and stopped for a while to rest.
She's
taking one step at a time, one leap at a time. Trying to discover a
bigger world. A world full of colors and wonders, of tears and laughter,
of opportunities and loss, of pain and pleasure, of evil and kindness.
The journey just begun.. who knows when and where it would end? =)
