Hate You

Maybe it would be better if I could just hate you.
Maybe it would be easier if I could just hate you.
Hate you. Hate you. Hate you to the bones.

But that is just one thing
I'm incapable of.

You were a phantom then. You are a shadow now.
You haunt my dreams. You linger in my mind.
I'm still holding on to memories. Grasping mere illusions.

I think of you then.
I still think of you now.